This is how I feel today

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Is It Friday Yet?!

Ok I am so worn out I am just ready for this week to end. I don't know what did it but I just feel physically and emotionally drained right now. I haven't slept to well since Adrianna went to her dad's. I know she is doing good and having fun with her little nephews, I just feel a little lost when she is gone. I am so used to being the one to wake up with her, and get her ready, and make her dinner. I know that anyone can do that for her but I am her mom and I want to be the one to do that all the time. I know I sound like I am not sharing to well right now and that is probably very true. The fact that my ex-husband and I are fighting doesn't help either. He can be so difficult sometimes. Over all I still think he is a good guy who deserves happiness, right now however he really irritates me. Oh I did watch a couple of movies last night. Reservation Road and Partition. Reservation Road was ok. A bit long and very predictable. Partition however I absolutely loved. It is set in 1947 in India. During the seperation of the Muslims and the Sikis. The ethnic tention and hatred are there but it turns into a beautiful bittersweet love story. I still haven't seen Kite Runner but I think it might be similar. I am waiting until Adrianna comes home before I rent Water Horse. She already saw it with her dad, but I would like to watch it with her too. So maybe that will be a Saturday night movie.

General Confrence...... What A Blessing

I know it has been awhile since I wrote. Like the end of March. I really enjoyed my week off. I was able to sleep in an extra 2 hours and when getting up is at 5 am sleeping in until 7:15 is beautiful. I am now back at work though. I really don't mind however. A week was a little too long I think I could have handled more like 3 week days and a weekend just fine. I still get to sleep in a little extra since Adrianna is on spreing break and staying with her dad. Pretty nice. I am learning to appreciate that little break time away from her. I still miss her of course. I was sick this weekend though and missed most of Genenral Confrence. I am going to go on-line and watch it though. I really love watching it. I have such good memories of the last 3 I saw with a really sweet friend of mine who I miss very much. I hope all is going well with everyone. I talked to Adrianna and I am starting to save for the next General Confrence. SHE WANTS TO GO!!!! YEAY!!!!

FREE AT LAST

Oh my gosh! WOW I am so excited! Finally a break. Wow it feerls so good to be able to sleep in (well an extra 2 hours. I am still up at 7 to get Adrianna off to school), get errands done, and do some enrichment projects. This is so nice. I don't feel stressed about getting Adrianna up and ready for school. I am in such a relaxed state. So in other words all is going well. I checked out the classes I wanted to take and bummer..... they don't start until fall time. I was so excited. Well I'll just look on-line for some colleges in Utah and see what they have. Adrianna is doning well in school. Life is pretty much very quiet right now. I love it. Ok less daily issues with kids being kids. I think Adrianna and I will go to the waterfront and take a nice long walk. It is so beautiful today. No more snow. Well I am going to go enjoy my freedom while it lasts.