This is how I feel today

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Is It Friday Yet?!

Ok I am so worn out I am just ready for this week to end. I don't know what did it but I just feel physically and emotionally drained right now. I haven't slept to well since Adrianna went to her dad's. I know she is doing good and having fun with her little nephews, I just feel a little lost when she is gone. I am so used to being the one to wake up with her, and get her ready, and make her dinner. I know that anyone can do that for her but I am her mom and I want to be the one to do that all the time. I know I sound like I am not sharing to well right now and that is probably very true. The fact that my ex-husband and I are fighting doesn't help either. He can be so difficult sometimes. Over all I still think he is a good guy who deserves happiness, right now however he really irritates me. Oh I did watch a couple of movies last night. Reservation Road and Partition. Reservation Road was ok. A bit long and very predictable. Partition however I absolutely loved. It is set in 1947 in India. During the seperation of the Muslims and the Sikis. The ethnic tention and hatred are there but it turns into a beautiful bittersweet love story. I still haven't seen Kite Runner but I think it might be similar. I am waiting until Adrianna comes home before I rent Water Horse. She already saw it with her dad, but I would like to watch it with her too. So maybe that will be a Saturday night movie.

General Confrence...... What A Blessing

I know it has been awhile since I wrote. Like the end of March. I really enjoyed my week off. I was able to sleep in an extra 2 hours and when getting up is at 5 am sleeping in until 7:15 is beautiful. I am now back at work though. I really don't mind however. A week was a little too long I think I could have handled more like 3 week days and a weekend just fine. I still get to sleep in a little extra since Adrianna is on spreing break and staying with her dad. Pretty nice. I am learning to appreciate that little break time away from her. I still miss her of course. I was sick this weekend though and missed most of Genenral Confrence. I am going to go on-line and watch it though. I really love watching it. I have such good memories of the last 3 I saw with a really sweet friend of mine who I miss very much. I hope all is going well with everyone. I talked to Adrianna and I am starting to save for the next General Confrence. SHE WANTS TO GO!!!! YEAY!!!!

FREE AT LAST

Oh my gosh! WOW I am so excited! Finally a break. Wow it feerls so good to be able to sleep in (well an extra 2 hours. I am still up at 7 to get Adrianna off to school), get errands done, and do some enrichment projects. This is so nice. I don't feel stressed about getting Adrianna up and ready for school. I am in such a relaxed state. So in other words all is going well. I checked out the classes I wanted to take and bummer..... they don't start until fall time. I was so excited. Well I'll just look on-line for some colleges in Utah and see what they have. Adrianna is doning well in school. Life is pretty much very quiet right now. I love it. Ok less daily issues with kids being kids. I think Adrianna and I will go to the waterfront and take a nice long walk. It is so beautiful today. No more snow. Well I am going to go enjoy my freedom while it lasts.

OK WHAT IS THIS SPRINTER OR WING?

Seriously there is something wrong here when we have established Spring, had Easter and we are still waking up to snow. Now I know it is not Utah snow but for us 1 inch in the morning is alot. I mean seriously! It has been snowing and raining off and on all day today. I just want my vacation to begin so I can just ignore the chaos. I hope all had wonderful Easters. I would love to hear about them.

Spring Here?

Yeah ok keep telling me it is supposed to be spring now. We just had a snow storm here today. It snowed for about 20 minutes then stopped. Weird! I love how the weather changes here at random. I actually think it is kind of fun. I really do love the spring time though. So anyway all is good here. I am axiously awaiting spring break. A whole week of rest without work. I don't know if I can do it. To bad Adrianna and I don't have our breaks at the same time. Oh well we can still do alot of fun stuff after school. James is off at the same time I am though so maybe I'll go and spend some time with him. I love our one on one Mom and Son moments. They are so precious and I forget sometimes how quick the little ones grow up. He is going to be 14 this June and my oldest one Reed is going to be 17 on Christmas Day. WOW! Maybe Adrianna and I will take a trip down to Ocean Shores for the weekend. That sounds like fun. I saw Enchanted and Nancy Drew recently, both very cute girl movies. Adrianna, my niece Theresa, and I totally enjoyed both of them. What a fun time we had. Eating pizza, hanging out, and watching movies all night long. Total girls night. We just forgot to do facials. Well good bye for now.

SO MUCH FOR SPRING

Well now that spring is here where is the weather. It is so bloody cold here. I love it though. The flowers are in bloom,the air smells beautiful, and the birds are back with their beautiful music. Easter was realy good. The kids colored their eggs and had fun with their baskets. Adrianna and I read the story of The First Easter. It still amazes me what an amazing gift we were given at the Ultimate Sacrafice. Life is rather tame right now. Other than minor car trouble. We are coming upon spring break time. Unfortunately my week off is not the same as Adrianna's. That is ok though. I will have such a good time being able to take my time dropping her off at school and picking her up. I'll be able to plan fun activities for after school and not feel rushed to cram everything I want to do into a short time span. I am sighning up for the Y againg. Adrianna wants to take the Kids Fit For Fun which is a fittness class that includes the Rock Climbing Wall. She really loves that. I may sign her up for swimming lessons again too. I am more partial to the weights and the bike maching. Hoping I'll get back up to my old record of 9 miles. Looking forward to seeing the end results soon.